wow, so looking forward for my birthday celebration! well, one of which i assumed that it is going to be the whole day but due to my late confirmation (which i didn't even know what confirmation i should give) and tata~ it is going to be a 2 hours birthday celebration dinner (which i leave my whole day free for) and another two more belated that i am not supposed to feel anything but still, i feel sian. Sorry, i can't hide my emotions too deeply within me. Storage space is expensive and when i realised why is it belated ..... which sometimes i hope to be unaware of, i dun feel better.

I wish that I could photoshop all these bad memories cause my negative emotion won't leave me alone. Seriously, i am not desperate for any celebration (which i doubt i will be touched to tears) but making me feel like one, desperate fool, juz worsen it.

P.S. i am not attacking anyone particular. Just feeling too bored to write this entry. Yeah, Rite.

People are in the dark; they dunno what to do;
I had a little lantern, oh but it got blown out too;
I'm reaching out my hand, i hope you are too;
i just want to be in the dark with you.

She wants nothing more than a stressful life;
She wants nothing less than the joyous times;
She wants nothing special under the starry nights;
She wants nothing ordinary when inspiration shines.