i was in esap (psychology) class and Vince (as usual went to smoke), leaving me, kel and uncle chatting about everything under the sun. Well, actually i was talking to kel ONLY and he kept on asking me to introduce my sis to uncle. Well, uncle is really a nice guy but i doubt they will live peacefully with each other. I won't be surprised they will be lover and murderer on the same day. Anyway, I just dismissed it with this statement, "huh? no lah. my sis will bully uncle!"

Then uncle interrupted us and asked me whether he looked like those very easily controlled bf? And i answered him, "no lah, you are easily led by others!" Uncle was curious between the two phases, "controlled" and "led by" and so me and kel have to explain to him that led by is a more willing intention to commit an action and guess wad? My mouth actually blurted out something damn stupid, "u felt ur ex controlled u huh?"

This statement caused my detention. Hahaha... not by teacher but by uncle. When the break was over, Uncle said, "j, i need to talk to u for 15 mins after the class...."

Haiz, i was about to go home for lunch but instead i ended out chatting with uncle close to 2 hrs. After listening to his story (which i am surprised that kel walked away and told uncle that he don't wish to hear), i dunno wad should i say. Should i pity uncle for kana "controlled" by his ex or his ex who assumed that uncle was willing to listen to her because of love? Uncle's love for his ex has faded but continue this r/s till he initiated that break-up. As for the ex, she was so disillusion that she believed uncle still love her even after the break-up.

Sometime, i felt very irritating with goody guys like uncle because i asked him why didn't u actually tell her u have no more feeling for her before u ended this r/s? And his answer is ..... i don't wish to hurt her! Dude, u hurt her even more lol. And after that, my wonderful mouth made alot of very very hurting but heartfelt comments like people called him uncle not because he is nice but because he is as bland as plain water! Yup, stop throwing eggs at me! I know it is hurting but i meant that as an advice and not some negative comments. I hope uncle will see my point! Hahaha.... AND STOP BEING A GOODY TWO SHOES!

People are in the dark; they dunno what to do;
I had a little lantern, oh but it got blown out too;
I'm reaching out my hand, i hope you are too;
i just want to be in the dark with you.

She wants nothing more than a stressful life;
She wants nothing less than the joyous times;
She wants nothing special under the starry nights;
She wants nothing ordinary when inspiration shines.