Recently, i felt like i kana retrenched because i became jobless suddenly and i seem to lead a retiring lifestyle. So i was wondering should i start working or just study. Unlike my other friends, i really think sim full-time student life sux. Life is always full of shitty problems and small issues like this just get onto my nerves for days!

Anyway, some people just seem to disappear temporary in my friendship world and didn't even reply my missed calls. Yeah, probably, by seeing my updated entries, u can be very re-assured that i am still alive and wait.... ya, my heart still pumping normally. Anyway, i know u r busy and yup, i hope when u need me to be there, i will tell u straight to ur face that i am too busy for people like you.... So, check ur phonebook and no worries, you still have your other friends but i can't be sure whether my no. in ur phonebook is still in use .....for people like u.

People are in the dark; they dunno what to do;
I had a little lantern, oh but it got blown out too;
I'm reaching out my hand, i hope you are too;
i just want to be in the dark with you.

She wants nothing more than a stressful life;
She wants nothing less than the joyous times;
She wants nothing special under the starry nights;
She wants nothing ordinary when inspiration shines.