I was in alright mood yesterday till something triggered my emotions. Something damn stupid and childish to be emo about but what to do? I am a typical cancerian, born with a highly emotional nature so of course i get very emotional easily lolx.

Ya, recently there is someone who goes around in my office "bootlick" the senior staff and so fortunately, i am one of them. And apparently she msn me most of the time not to mention coming over for a "short chat" and most often caught me off guard like when i am blogging?! ok, i admit i do like praises here and there at times (dude, who doesn't?) but sometime, i felt abit weird... (ok, because abit fake lah)

Anyway, i do admit that i enjoy such accompany at times since my partner was busy with her new friend (not that i am offended, i am okay with the new girl) and not to mention mon and tue when no one talk to me so when she approached me .... i talk to her lah! And most of the time, she took the initiative to talk to me so i kinda of reciprocate lah.

Ya! And people in the office like V thought that i am the one who make the initiative to build a friendship with her or i enjoyed such an privilage attention given by her. The worse part is V think that i side with her (during a quarrel between both of them at my desk lolx) but well, the truth is ... i didn't lah! when comes to work, i draw my lines very clear wan lolx. I asked both of them to end it and return to their respective seats. but .... V seems abit stubborn so i have no choice but to tell her off in a (slightly harsh) manner lah.... but i don't think that i take sides or trying to double-cross anyone. This really can pissed me off if a friend would have thought of me like that. Because only friend know me well enough that i only stick to my status quo group of friends!

Anyway, i hate changes! (a typical cancerian) That is why i prefer to go back to my intern firm to work even though friends have advised me to move on. I always told myself that there are something in this firm for me to stay on and now i realised probably nothing worth staying on anymore. ya, probably the only one who would feel sad of my departure of this firm is 510 lol. hahaha....

People are in the dark; they dunno what to do;
I had a little lantern, oh but it got blown out too;
I'm reaching out my hand, i hope you are too;
i just want to be in the dark with you.

She wants nothing more than a stressful life;
She wants nothing less than the joyous times;
She wants nothing special under the starry nights;
She wants nothing ordinary when inspiration shines.