Recently, there were so many things going on around me.... Back to work finally and i am only looking forward toward 12.45 (lunch) and 6.00. I was arranged to be sitted outside of Jen's room and my computer seems to face everyone including me so yup, everyone know when will i actually slack and i dun intend to hide it. TLP always provided me a good drama and i wonder when will i get tired of watching it.

I have never realised that how drama is my life until meiyi told me. She commented that she won't get sick of me because i have way too much drama stuffs to share with her. oh... i hope she is referring that i am interesting. actually, i really have to admit that i am "blessed" with too much drama stuffs in my life liao....

i really dun wish to have another drama r/s liao, although thanks to meiyi and auddy's summary about my history of relationships, i realised i kinda of jump in and out of relationship very easily. In actual fact, i am a very faithful person wan! muahahaha.... But seriously, i think i am a failure in love because i dunno how to behave like a typical girlfriend. I dunno what i want in an relationship and i can't help but feel kinda of "lost" again. Damn it. I realised i am too tired to think of the word "relationship" and i am not really looking forward to it. Sound kinda of bad and i think i am lacking of sleep to feel this way. I am so tired (physically) due to lack of sleep.....

I felt that i have been neglecting my family and friends these days and i am trying hard to be there for everyone. so many sad things are happening currently and i wish received a good news tomorrow. any good news like i have been fired with 3 months salary or free lunch tomorrow. wahaha...

Babe, i would like u to know that we will always be there for u. Pls let us be there for you physically and emotionally. Dun bear this whole shitty incident by yourself. Regardless of wad it may comes, i will support every decision you made. Just dun bear this yourself.

Haiz.... i think i am turning lesbian liao!!!! muhahaha.... Because guys are so complicated!

People are in the dark; they dunno what to do;
I had a little lantern, oh but it got blown out too;
I'm reaching out my hand, i hope you are too;
i just want to be in the dark with you.

She wants nothing more than a stressful life;
She wants nothing less than the joyous times;
She wants nothing special under the starry nights;
She wants nothing ordinary when inspiration shines.