finally my exam was over. my stress was over. everything was over. well... i need to pick up at where i stopped. this sat was a 25th, a day which i have planned how it should be and i guess i have to replan again.

i have to thanks bro to be there for me during my exam periods and without him, i will probably die on the "execution ground" instead of giving my best. i kinda of making him worry for me because i ...... ...... but i finally make it through! i am so lucky to have friends to be there for me. i hope there will be someone there for me next year. i need help and even spiderman need help too. spiderman need HARRY help!!!! where are all my "HARRY" ? well... i guess they are busy with their lives and i think i can't be too dependent of them all the times.

now, i just need some time to get over it. i need time to reflect and probably he is right, i should go to that room to reflect and i know God will heal me. i have faith to let God heal me.

Exam realli sux. i told some pics of my messy study table and i will upload soon. oh ya, i went for interview today and i am confidence to get my old job back. i kinda of begged my boss for any job in TLP.... i dun even mind to be a cleaner! wahaha... i need something to fill up all my plans. i need the job to feed myself. i need a lump-sum of saving to fulfil all my commitment!

People are in the dark; they dunno what to do;
I had a little lantern, oh but it got blown out too;
I'm reaching out my hand, i hope you are too;
i just want to be in the dark with you.

She wants nothing more than a stressful life;
She wants nothing less than the joyous times;
She wants nothing special under the starry nights;
She wants nothing ordinary when inspiration shines.