oh man!!! i can't believe this!!!! Juz read summer blog and guess what?!?! okay, other than she upload that UGLY pic of mine on her blog which i am going to kill her for that!!!! (yap, summer, if u read this, u muz prepare to reserve a bed in the hospital ward juz in case..... muhahaha) oh ya, i was reading this part that she was very stress but none of my biz yet and continue reading on . . . . . HER BIG SURPRISE! Damn it! Her BF got her a camera for NO WHATEVER OCCASSION! is juz a surprise . . . . bleh! how i wish such a surprise instead of . . . . well, i shall not elaborate on . . . . i appreciate every *cough* simple *cough* nice *cough* *cough* (sorry for my bad cough recently, i almost puke blood when reading summer blog) surprise from dear . . .

I AM ALSO DAMN STRESS RECENTLY!!!!!!! (okay, such statement should bring some hint!!!!!) and i also wish to upgrade my camera recently! wahaha.... call me materialistic or copycat but i am thinking of upgrading my camera because of the everytime "wait huh, the camera screen haven't upload" "wait huh! my camera will take some time to resume!" incident that kill that natural moments! muahahaha....

dear, if u r reading this, u dun have to PUKE BLOOD OR BURY UR SAVING! I will buy it myself! sobzzzzzzz.......

okay, i am really trying to get back to my revision mode which i had shut down in april last year! yup, it is damn freaking frustrating to go back to studies. . . . when u r not good at it in the first place!!!! arrrrgggg.... forget it, let talk about something happy now. the happy thing to talk about is nothing! yup, i need to sleep now! nothing else to add on.

People are in the dark; they dunno what to do;
I had a little lantern, oh but it got blown out too;
I'm reaching out my hand, i hope you are too;
i just want to be in the dark with you.

She wants nothing more than a stressful life;
She wants nothing less than the joyous times;
She wants nothing special under the starry nights;
She wants nothing ordinary when inspiration shines.