i hate people who accuse me and being aggressive toward me. i can listen with my both ear and not with a bruise ego. sometime, i felt that some people still dun understand me after years. did i change over the years or juz that some people love to put on their perception hat on me?!?!

i am so sick to play mind games with people. why can't people juz realise that i am what i am?!?! sound cheesy and often used by eminem but seriously, i hate people who think too HIGHLY of me and made me sound damn freaking complicated!?!?

i admit i do offend people with my jokes but only STUPID ppl took my jokes seriously! oppsss.... too harsh?!?! but why be my friend when u knew that i am NOT SERIOUS most of the times? i admit i can be nice (probably days when i am not nasty would be consider nice?!) but why do u want me to turn my back against you? when i am there for you and you aren't for me (is not that i expect any kind of returns), why do you have to misjudge me and brought me the regrets of being a fool?!

so, ask yourself, what kind of friends you are?! if you dun even treat me like one, pls buzz off in my life and stop telling me to give u time and wanting me to make the first move when i always got nothing but rejection and stupidity! STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STUPID U OR ME?!?!?!

People are in the dark; they dunno what to do;
I had a little lantern, oh but it got blown out too;
I'm reaching out my hand, i hope you are too;
i just want to be in the dark with you.

She wants nothing more than a stressful life;
She wants nothing less than the joyous times;
She wants nothing special under the starry nights;
She wants nothing ordinary when inspiration shines.