i am so frustrated! having a fucking headache for weeks and assignments are piling up. meanwhile, i am so tired handling some "admin" matters - to stay overnight or not to stay overnight issue! auddy asked me to take a stand. how to ? yap, if i were a x-men, it is easier to take a stand huh? auddy can make it after 8 p.m. i dunno where the heck i got the idea that we are spending the whole afternoon and no overnight stay during the discussion on friday. Three of us have different interpretations on the issues that took place during friday night discusssion. Three of us dun even want to clarify with each other till now, something cropped out. auddy is right. why do we always have to face miscommunication? well, then now, i have to take a stand whether to stay overnight or else, we have to end our christmas celebration early. is there a choice?

People are in the dark; they dunno what to do;
I had a little lantern, oh but it got blown out too;
I'm reaching out my hand, i hope you are too;
i just want to be in the dark with you.

She wants nothing more than a stressful life;
She wants nothing less than the joyous times;
She wants nothing special under the starry nights;
She wants nothing ordinary when inspiration shines.