Had dinner with adeline and amy last night. it has been six years since i last saw her. she changed alot in term of looks and woah, she is a soon-to-be vet. she used to be a geek and i love to tease her - mushroom head. she was my science lab partner and i love to irritate her during lab lessons. she asked how have i been doing and i started to get emotional but managed to keep it within me. she wanted me to recount my past six years story and i started with u know who... (jun). adel told me that it was the dumbest fight u can ever have with a good friend. well, in aust, girlfriends fight with each other because of guys. adel, thanks god, i never like those guys she crush in except the .....

i remember that was this guy that jun crush during sec 1, then sec 2 was my turn then sec 3 was pk's turn! in the end, i think he ended up with someone else. wahaha... that was so dumb lolx.

cutie adel kept lecturing me to cherish my secondary friends because they are the best things that i could receive during those days. those were the tears of joy and tears of grieve. but we changed. i lost two good friends during these 6 years. i gave up some of my friends these 6 years. i am no longer my old self after these 6 years. woah. 6 years...

adel commented that i look different, for the better. ohhhh... thanks, adel. then she commented that pk and the rest also look different, for the better too and i was like "wad?". okay, probably, i have to take back my "thanks" liao... adel seems to praise everyone that night!!! adel asked me whether i will patch back with jun and i told her some things won't change. she insisted that i have to answer that question and i was like well, .... adel rephased her question, will u push her away? will u push ur friends away if they forgive u? and i was like why must they forgive me? i didn't do anything, probably i am not a good friend but they deserve it. they also didn't treat nice in those days wad... hahaha... okay, i being childish once again. but my answer was, ... "i won't push friends away." and i really hope that i will stick to my mission statement.

People are in the dark; they dunno what to do;
I had a little lantern, oh but it got blown out too;
I'm reaching out my hand, i hope you are too;
i just want to be in the dark with you.

She wants nothing more than a stressful life;
She wants nothing less than the joyous times;
She wants nothing special under the starry nights;
She wants nothing ordinary when inspiration shines.