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.Saturday, November 18, 2006 ' 3:31 PM Y
lose one friend, lose all friends, lose yourself

Something happened to my COMPUTER!!!! Must be my two idiotic sisters playing the Sims Family 2. That game took up so much disc space and caused my program to hang! Oh, my new Spec finally arrived.... This time round, i dun think i will look like a thief lah, but i still look intellectual leh... Probably i will look abit like ...alien. DAMN, i am not suitable to wear spec afterall!

Yesterday, me, pam and lala went for lunch and lala was telling us about her ex-boyfriend and blah blah blah. Apparently, Pam knew this ex-boyfriend and asked lala to forget him and i was like ... "encouraged her?" Then Pam gave me a stare whenever i said encouraging words. BUT WAD WRONG?! I mean she love the guy and obviouly the guy love her too but the problems lies with her current ex-bf who always comes in between them. And now since lala is sure who she really love then why not... Although i understand why PAM objected - that guy seems abit satantic but well love is blind!

Then Back to Office, JX joined us and we gossiped about GUYS again.
Lala: It is easier to hang out with my ex-gf than my ex-bf lolx.

Well, i dun smell anything fishy at that time because i had a flu. Ha! Not funny, let move on. Anyway, i thought she was referring her gals friends as ex-gf because i always referred my gals friends as lover, wife, nanny, kaki and girlfriends. So i said...

J: Well, different mah... Sometime, i also love to hang out with them. They are more fun to play with.
then Pam and JX stared at me in horror and i think i am going off the wrong track.
J: Wait, u mean ...
Lala: I am a bi.
J: Oh... Okie.
Everyone laughted.

Anyway, lala was sharing how she actually prefer dating girls instead. OK! IT IS NOT A CHAT. WE KINDA OF INTERVIEWED HER! WAHAHA... All along, i thought she has a dozen of boyfriends and she always goes for matchmaking sessions. Btw, she is only 20, my law junior.

Then i asked her how does she know that she like a *cough* a girl and she was telling us, "Well... It just happened."

Actually, i might be a underlying "bi" too... Wahaha... Well, sometime, i am much more closer to girls than to guys. Agreed with that colleagues, sometime girls are much more simple to love than guys. I confessed to dear that i might be a "bi" too and well, his reaction is kinda of expected. He is still living in his own world! wahaha... Believe in reality, dear! wahahaha...

Okie, Auddy gave me a quiz last night and guess wad... I might be a lesbian subconsciously. Wait, that quiz was kinda of stupid.
Quiz : You rather be touched by a stranger, guy or a gal.
Obviously i preferred to be touch by a gal lah! Crazy!
Auddy told me she dun mind touched by a handsome guy and i was like "SIAO! THIS ONLY SHOWN EVEN HANDSOME GUY ALSO PERVERT LOLX"
OKIE, THIS SHOWN THAT AUDDY IS BECOMING MORE OPEN-MINDED THAN ME!!! ARRGGG...







THE DARKY

People are in the dark; they dunno what to do;
I had a little lantern, oh but it got blown out too;
I'm reaching out my hand, i hope you are too;
i just want to be in the dark with you.

SHE WANTSY

She wants nothing more than a stressful life;
She wants nothing less than the joyous times;
She wants nothing special under the starry nights;
She wants nothing ordinary when inspiration shines.


THE SURFERY


THE GOSSIPY