i am back at work. Everything was over. Life has to go on. At times, i wonder am i a jinx. I really hope for a good year, a fresh start and an awaken me for 2007.

The Past
My grandpa was a great honest man. Everyone love him in the neighbourhood not to mention those nurses in TTSH. They even gave him an English name, Charles. My grandpa was a witty and humourous man. People always admire my humour and i knew this was trained by him.

I was a bad kid then and he was always there for me. When my test or spelling failed, he would cover up for me. When i forgot to bring stuff to school, he would be outside of my gates. When it was time for my piano, he would risk my temper and woke me up. When i was sick, he would be standing outside of my school sickbay to fetch me home. No longer he would be there physically anymore.

Present
Damn stressed. No time to do anything. Life rotate around work, family, relationship, studies, piano and friends. I need a break. I felt some friends are drifting away from me. Some friends who i dun understand why was she my friend at the first place. Some friends who i dunno how to deal with her anymore.
I am going oversea soon probably i can de-stressed myself there.

People are in the dark; they dunno what to do;
I had a little lantern, oh but it got blown out too;
I'm reaching out my hand, i hope you are too;
i just want to be in the dark with you.

She wants nothing more than a stressful life;
She wants nothing less than the joyous times;
She wants nothing special under the starry nights;
She wants nothing ordinary when inspiration shines.