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.Friday, October 20, 2006 ' 9:41 AM Y
lose one friend, lose all friends, lose yourself

So bored recently. Life has becoming a routine for me. Fuck up when so many fakers came up to me and asked how am i doing my studies.

Irritating piece of Shit: How is ur studies huh?
J: Huh? Like this lolx.
Irritating piece of Shit: Wad lau, sure never study rite? later u fail, wad will ur mother do huh?
J thoughts: Fuck! Why do u care wad my mother will do to me leh. Fuck off lah, can't u see i am not interested in talking to u.

J smile: Well... She probably kill me, who knows. Hey, u very free hor? wanna to chat with me huh?
J thoughts: Fuck, u better said no!
Irritating piece of Shit: I very busy lolx. but see how r u doing lah... Hey, u better start to buck up in ur studies, ur school fees quite expensive leh...

J thoughts: Why? Fucker, intend to pay for my school fees now huh? Ya, u better be busy because ur fees are also very expensive!
Back to reality, J smiled and nodded her head, 'yes i will'.

Back to thoughts, 'Thanks for your fucking concern!'.

Oh ya, I realized a lot of wrong perception, people have on me.

First perception: I am sweet and innocent.
J: Fuck you lah! I am only good at acting lah!

Second perception: I am so funny and youthful...
J: Try calling me early in the morning and have a taste of my youthfulness.

Third perception: I am so blur and cute at times.
J: Fucker! Can't u see i have to act blur so to avoid working with u?! oh ya, i am really cute, look at this entry and u will realise how cute am i...

Fourth perception: I dun bring my heart and soul to work.
J: Why? Are u ripper? How u know my soul is still at home?

Fifth perception: I work for the sake of money.
J: No lah! I want to contribute my part to the society. I want to work in a law firm to gain experience, to love my colleagues and OBVIOUSLY TO SPEND MY SALARY LAH! FUCKER!







THE DARKY

People are in the dark; they dunno what to do;
I had a little lantern, oh but it got blown out too;
I'm reaching out my hand, i hope you are too;
i just want to be in the dark with you.

SHE WANTSY

She wants nothing more than a stressful life;
She wants nothing less than the joyous times;
She wants nothing special under the starry nights;
She wants nothing ordinary when inspiration shines.


THE SURFERY


THE GOSSIPY