I was running a fever yesterday. Damn, my nose was damn swollen and boss still made me dug out old files. I really hate working now! That bitchy OM is always putting her nose in the air and picking my mistakes! Just like last Wed, boss wanted ALL of us to search for old files, as old as 1997. She came to my desk while i am rushing some bundles for MP, to remind me that it was my job to look for all the files! Well, I told her that i have no time looking for it and i will if i have the time and all she can said was, 'Just to let u know, Michael want it by end of this month!' Fuck sia... She was a historical figure in this firm and she should know where were those old files! Most of the files were opened under her name! Well, OM first no. 1 rule - u have to boss people to do your job!

Then i received circular for punctuality yesterday and it is so obvious that she is referring to me! I have to even acknowledge a STUPID acknowledgment form for receiving that circular. Yesterday, Pam stayed till 8 to do ot and OM asked her where am i? FUCK! I AM AT HOME LAH! Why? Why do u even bother to ask where am i? Isn't it obvious that my official working hours are from 9.00 a.m. to 6.00 p.m.?

Fuck! Fucking company. If Pam is leaving this company, the next one shall be me. I cannot stand staying in this office without her bearing my whinning morning.... Moreover, he dun even understand what i am going through! I am so sick to even explain to him the tense situation i am facing now! All he care was my apology and understanding but all i want is a mature relationship!

People are in the dark; they dunno what to do;
I had a little lantern, oh but it got blown out too;
I'm reaching out my hand, i hope you are too;
i just want to be in the dark with you.

She wants nothing more than a stressful life;
She wants nothing less than the joyous times;
She wants nothing special under the starry nights;
She wants nothing ordinary when inspiration shines.