Sunday
Headache! Headache! Pain throbbing in my head and I can sense my time is up soon! Wahaha… Bad day! Everyone has been bugging me, my mum was whining about her stress, my aunt was controlling my life (I don’t even know why is she controlling me!), my dad sprained his leg (okie, he never bug me about that) and my granny was nagging me about things I also don’t know what she is nagging about. Arrrggg…. Yup, I was angry with everyone! I don’t understand why they have to bother me, even selecting of coffin also have to seek my opinion. As if, they will take my proposal if I proposed to have a gold coffin! I am a Christian but filial is No. 1 so even my grandfather ‘….’ is placed in the temple really doesn’t affect me so STOP BOTHERING ME!!!!

Slept quite late last night because I am trying to finish this storybook that Chris got me months ago. I might consider burning it after reading. The story can be very draggy with the author’s descriptive description rattling on and on. It was like this family entered into a haunted hotel and their mind was controlled by the ‘sprits’. They heard voices in their head and saw images floating around them and FINALLY, one of them succumbed to his evil thoughts and started to murder the other family members. Yup, I might be going around killing people one day after my mind was loaded with all the murderous thoughts! Ha! Anyway, the ending was stupid!

Oh well, the murderer reminded me of someone. Let me describe his character… He was egoist, hot-temper (abused his wife a lot of time), smart (worse, he really proud of himself), ambitious (thinking that his talent will make him somewhere), love English like hell and worse of all, he blamed everyone except himself (he really think he was an angel).

Monday
Saw Mr 11 again. Bumped into him on my way to work and I seriously have no mood to talk to him. Although it is refreshing to bump into your friend in the morning, I prefer not to. I didn’t talk much to him but just nodding whatever he said to me. When we boarded the bus, I saw meiyi and thanks God, I immediately excused myself to join my friend. Nah… I didn’t really join meiyi because I don’t wish to talk to anyone for that morning. Well, I guess meiyi also don’t wish to speak to me too. Hahaha…. Honesty, I looked so dead in the morning and I don’t wish to spoil my image in front of Mr 11. Wahaha…I am not trying to act mysterious by not revealing Mr 11 name but I really don’t know his name and I don’t really wish to know too. Wahaha…

People are in the dark; they dunno what to do;
I had a little lantern, oh but it got blown out too;
I'm reaching out my hand, i hope you are too;
i just want to be in the dark with you.

She wants nothing more than a stressful life;
She wants nothing less than the joyous times;
She wants nothing special under the starry nights;
She wants nothing ordinary when inspiration shines.