I realized some jokers just don’t know the limit of their jokes. Recently, I just stepped on SOMEONE’s toes and I am currently suffering from her cold criticism and attitude treatments. What did I do to deserve this? Let me explain….

First, I kept some PERSONAL secrets from her *which I don’t really find the need to tell her, especially her!* and she found out from someone mouth and of course, she is not very happy about it. She has been making a big fuss about it even after I have explained to her THOUSANDS TIMES. I have to admit this ‘secret’ might affect her directly or indirectly but I just have my own reasons from keeping it from her. I did NO WRONG at all.

Second, as you might aware, I am having lunch with her almost everyday and ….. Yesterday, I received a call from Bratty and he wanted to meet me for lunch. It was definitely not a pre-arranged lunch date but she took it damn hard about it. After lunch, she is passing sarcastic comments like, ‘well, I prefer having lunch ALONE in future.’ or ‘is your boy coming down tomorrow? Because I am NOT having lunch with you in future.’ Well, I just have to be a Jamie jester again to pacify her like a clown entertaining a willful princess. I can’t believe I am doing this!!!!

Anyway, I thought that what happened yesterday should be over by now. I walked in the office with a cutie zombie smile this morning. Been slacking for the past 1 hours by then, and I saw her walking out to get breakfast so I tagged along.

J: ‘Hey, Breakfast huh?’
She gave a killer stare: ‘well, what is your guy doing today?’
J: huh? Oh… Working. *can’t sense anything evil is coming from her*
Her: Well, remember to have lunch with him hor…. *smiling evilly at me*
J stunned speechless….

At that moment, everything just freezes and our surrounding changed into a rooftop and I was pointing a gun at her head. She was staring hard at me with her arm locked behind her. She smiled calmly and dared me to shoot….. I was hesitating…. I have enough of her…. I have enough of being an undercover jester beside her… Argggg…. So I decided to …..

SMILE BACK AT HER LOLX. No choice!

People are in the dark; they dunno what to do;
I had a little lantern, oh but it got blown out too;
I'm reaching out my hand, i hope you are too;
i just want to be in the dark with you.

She wants nothing more than a stressful life;
She wants nothing less than the joyous times;
She wants nothing special under the starry nights;
She wants nothing ordinary when inspiration shines.