My working partner who is also my shopping kaki, who is consider my spa kaki, cum chit-chat kaki is leaving tomorrow.... sobz.... well, and i did something which i personally will nominate myself as the sweetest kaki for the month! I drew her a card and spent a BOMB on her birthday present! I am broke.... sobz .....

I have to admit that i am a idealist and my ideas are always and always not realistic with my financial statement but BUT but i can't help it! I guess i am stubborn! la~ la~ la~

I am real broke this month cum next month. I must start to save up in June otherwise .... i won't be able to leave TLP! wahaha.... Can't wait to quit my job and kiss goodbye to my desk. My desk and my keyboard are my loyal right left warriors. I can't be paid without them!

One celebration was down! happy birthday, chain yu. The next nightmare is drawing near.... and that upcoming ten days trial will definately blow my mind leaving no mercy to my other brain cells for the next....

Chat with p.k. last night and she pointed out that i am a VERY logical person when it comes to r/s. too logical .... And i concluded that she is NOT! wahaha... I am really so different from my secondary clique but i should have realised it 7 years ago! Ha! i am surprised when p.k. suggested to meet up for a heart-to-heart session after she stirred up my disturbing thoughts and racked up the dusty past that locked in my pandora box. hmm... should i meet her? ha! depends on my schedule bah...

Sometime i was really wondering ....

People are in the dark; they dunno what to do;
I had a little lantern, oh but it got blown out too;
I'm reaching out my hand, i hope you are too;
i just want to be in the dark with you.

She wants nothing more than a stressful life;
She wants nothing less than the joyous times;
She wants nothing special under the starry nights;
She wants nothing ordinary when inspiration shines.