Woke up from a nightmare with a monster punching sandbag inside my head. Stared at my room ceiling and wondered which was the reality. I got up the bed and feeling abit sick and perhaps abit of heartache. As hours passed by, my wound is still there. I took a glance at my cellphone and peacefully, it laid there. Am i expecting anything? I shook my head. No longer do i need to expect anything from anyone anymore. Afterall, he might think that i deserve it. Hereby i am blogging, after reading his blog, I guess I had enough too. I faced 'it' for the past 21 years and i shall not take it for the rest of my life. So sorry, i take after my dad.

People are in the dark; they dunno what to do;
I had a little lantern, oh but it got blown out too;
I'm reaching out my hand, i hope you are too;
i just want to be in the dark with you.

She wants nothing more than a stressful life;
She wants nothing less than the joyous times;
She wants nothing special under the starry nights;
She wants nothing ordinary when inspiration shines.