Back to the emotional me, I am scared of losing someone close to me again. As you guys know, my grandpa was hospitalize again. Thanks for asking about his conditions but he doesn’t seem to get anyway better. He became quieter and weaker each day. He used to walk around Singapore to get lunch for my grandma but he needs a wheelchair to move around the house now.

Once again, my life became complicated and everything happened so sudden. But well, I am fine, so guys don’t have to worry. Perhaps, I need some time to be alone once again. Friends asked me why am i so ... hmm... not humorous recently? Well, perhaps i need to grow up from that stage. Anyway, Big Thanks for your concerns, friends.

People are in the dark; they dunno what to do;
I had a little lantern, oh but it got blown out too;
I'm reaching out my hand, i hope you are too;
i just want to be in the dark with you.

She wants nothing more than a stressful life;
She wants nothing less than the joyous times;
She wants nothing special under the starry nights;
She wants nothing ordinary when inspiration shines.