.Wednesday, October 19, 2005 ' 10:05 AM Y
lose one friend, lose all friends, lose yourself
This morning, I met an ‘old’ friend on the bus. We have a five seconds conversation and she has to get down the bus. She didn’t smile when she saw me. Our friendship is no longer familiar. We became distant even we were standing next to each other. The mutual understanding in both of us has finally ceased. She became a stranger to me. I would hesitate to make my first move. My eyes were filled with fear when talking to her yet her emotion was cold toward me. No smile, No frown, No emotion.
Am I sensitive? Or perhaps everyone feel that awkward distant feelings but dun bother to spell it out. Have issues become more complicated? Or have I simply complicate the matters?
Nowadays, everything dun seems smooth for me except playing pool. My receptionist bitch about me and spreading rumors that I am slacking in the office and my attitude suck. F***, her attitude is worse than me. When I asked her question, her attitude was damn unfriendly and cold towards me. Everyone in the office knows that she is picking on me.
Why she said my attitude suck?
Recpt: Where is ST? *my female boss*
I replied, ‘I don’t know.’
Recpt: She is having trial huh?
J: I don’t know.
I paused and shook my head. ‘Don’t think so.’
Recpt: Clients called and scolded me lolx. Where is she?
I am also damn impatient with her, ‘don’t know’. I shrugged my shoulders at the same time.
She stormed off.
Now she claimed my attitude suck. But how would I know where the hell did my boss go? She didn’t report to me and she dun have to do so either. If a receptionist couldn’t handle such situation, then why the office still have to employ one? She claimed she got scolding by clients but when I begged her not to put those nasty calls to me, she still put it through and passed some sarcastic remarks, ‘Well, it was your job!’ Then she smirks to herself after I got the scolding from them. Now who is more evil then?
